Life According to Astrid / into the world of IVF
Wednesday, 20 Oct 2010 at 9:55 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | 1 CommentTags: astrid, baby, cysts, hyperstimulation, infertility, inviro fertilization, ivf, lupron, ovaries, pregnancy, shots, sonogram, Zac
So after going to the gym last Thursday I stopped at the local grocery store. I called Zac to see if he needed anything. Astrid, my 23 month old, answered the phone. ”Hi Mama!” Zac puts it on speak phone and says hey. I asked him if he needed anything from the store so he says “I don’t know, Astrid do we need anything from the store?” Astrid says “uh huh, a baby!” We both laughed and I said “honey I don’t think they have babies at the store. Is there anything else you need?” She says “um ya a baby” then proceeded to tell me she loved me. I came home sans baby, but this was such an ironic request since my husband and I are starting another invitro process to have another baby. This will be my third go round, as it took two rounds to conceive my sweet baby Astrid.
The first process in IVF happens when Aunt Flo comes to visit. So on 10/6/10 I went into the ivf office. They did an internal sonogram to make sure my ovaries were cyst free. I equate the feeling of an internal sonogram to a hint of bloating and like you are going to poop or rip the worst fart of your life; all while your girlie bits are right in front of your doc’s face. Seriously. Yes, like you would poop/fart all over your dr. No kidding folks. But don’t be scared away just yet. That is such a small part of the process and the joy of a baby outweighs the small percentage of time you have that feeling. At least this is all done in the dark, so it makes it less invading. All was well! NO cysts on my ovaries! Next step start birth control pills that night to make sure no cysts invade my ovaries. No sinking my battleship!
My last appointment was on the 10/18/10. Another internal sonogram was performed, yes I’m the shizz– cyst free. I also had another procedure done. It is basically like an internal sonogram, but will rushing water to make sure there are no polyps either. I’m in the clear. Got my invitro meds ordered and instructions on when to start my shots.
Today was the big day! First shot of Lupron. Lupron is used to aid in in prevention of hyperstimulation and to suppress spontaneous ovulation. I started getting hyperstimulation the first round, but the round was not successful so it went away. I had hyperstimulation the second time when I was pregnant, which I can only equate to worse than death. I had a bit of a meltdown since I wasn’t sure which line on the piping in the syringe that I needed to use as a marking basis for the measurement. After dragging Zac out of bed and reading instructions I figured it out. With a swipe of alcohol, here we go! First try- needle did not want to go in! Second try- a little rough but finally got it. Swiped with alcohol again to clean up the blood and off we go. I immediately got a raised itchy bump at the injection site, which I knew would happen from my second round. Luckily, I still have some beauticontrol corticure cream to combat the itches. Not so bad…
I am hoping for this best in this process, but a bit numb and not trying to be excited. I remember the excitement I had the first round only to be devastated when it didn’t work. All in all, no matter what happens, I have my sweet baby girl Astrid. So if I am not able to have any more I will be ok, but still would nice to have another. :)
I am attempting to blog my way through this in hopes that I can finish my IVF book that I started writing last procedure. My thoughts are if I can be open about this process, maybe I can help someone else who is in the same predicament. Or maybe even give someone hope to give invitro a try.
My life and the funny stories that result
Wednesday, 22 Sep 2010 at 7:50 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | 2 CommentsTags: back, cancer, funny, life, light bulb, Old Navy, parking, Pilot, pimple, Zac
So I have spent my last few days thinking I may possibly have the cancer; this in result of a mysterious pain on my back where no pimple resided. I first noticed it Monday night when I was trying on clothes at Old Navy. Every time I took off a shirt I had pain on a spot on my back where the shirt touched it. I had Zac check my back that night and he saw nothing other than a speck of a mole.. and it didn’t hurt every time he touched it so it was hard to figure out which area could have the possible evil under the skin pimple.
Last night again, sure I had the cancer, inspected my back and noticed that one huge area was enlarged.. great I thought to myself, I have the cancer. As I inspected both sides to quadruple check the severity of swelling, I was sure, yep I have cancer. Zac came by and checked it out, then my light bulb turned on. WAIT! When I parked in the smalllllllll parking spot on Monday and got out of my Pilot, the side mirror on the monster truck parked next to my driver’s side jumped out and attacked my back. You could say it that way, or you could say dumb a$$ me walked backwards into the truck’s side mirror as I was getting out of my truck. Either which way you say it my back is still swollen and sore, but I don’t have the cancer!
Say Hello to my Little Friends! (or, Deep Vein Thrombosis & Pulmonary Embolism fun for me!!!)
Sunday, 12 Jul 2009 at 6:27 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | 2 CommentsTags: health, life, zachary
Short of it: I have a large clot in my upper left leg, have passed multiple clots to both lungs. Was in the hospital for about 2 days, am home now and on blood thinners for at least 6 months.
Issue: I have a “large” blood clot in my upper left leg (Deep Vein Thrombosis) and “multiple clots in both lungs” (Pulmonary Embolisms) The clot in my leg was found late the afternoon of Monday, June 29th and since I had been complaining of shortness of breath, my Dr wanted me to check myself in to the ER to have a CT scan of my lungs – this is where they found that I had passed clots through to my lungs (not a good thing). I was admitted to the hospital, administered blood thinners, and closely monitored. I was released the afternoon of Wednesday, July 1st.
Currently: I am taking blood thinners (Coumadin – technically an anti-couagulant) once a day, and as of Thursday, 7/9, my INR level (identifies the level of anticoagulant in my blood) was sufficiently high enough that I could discontinue the twice a day Lovenox shots I was having to do since being admitted to the hospital – Yay! I am still in a fair amount of pain with my leg, and have difficulty walking that varies in intensity depending on the amount of swelling I have at the moment, how far or long I have been walking, and the time of day (late afternoon and evening are generally the worst, as it “builds” throughout the day). I have shortness of breath when doing simple things (walking across the room) and coughing due to the clots in my lungs.
Cause: I had been in pain for about 5 weeks when the clot was found…an ultrasound had been done 3 weeks prior that came back clear. The diagnosis at that time was a deep muscle sprain or bruise and give it 2 weeks (this was not from my primary care Dr…I came in to see her that Monday and that’s when the clot was found). Since I did not suffer trauma or have a recent surgery (primary causes for blood clots), the exact cause is unknown. Clots are not considered common in “young” people, so some blood was sent off for genetic testing (1 test came back clear, pending on the other still), and some warning signs for common cancers for my age were reviewed (clear on these as well). Basically it could have been caused simply from sitting immobile at my desk at work for a long period of time (yes Angie, I will be walking around more!). I will see a Hematologist once I am off the blood thinners for a few more advanced blood tests.
Prognosis: The blood thinners are not administered to dissolve the clots; they are intended to prevent additional clots from forming and attaching to the existing clot or passing through the heart and hitting the lungs again. The body will process the clots on its own: the one in my leg will take around 3 months and the ones in my lungs approximately 6 weeks. I will be on blood thinners for at least 6 months…indefinitely if one of the blood tests come back positive. The clots in my lungs are not too large so that I will not suffer any long term damage to my lungs and my shortness of breath will subside once the clots are gone. I may have some lasting effects in my leg (swelling, limited motion) but that will not be able to be determined until some time in the future after the clot clears. I am having my blood tested every 2-3 days to ensure my INR level is where it needs to be and once I stabilize this can be scaled back some to once a week, then every other week. Can’t wait for that…already feel like a pin cushion!
I’ve noticed a little improvement in the week since I was in the hospital and should continue to see gradual progress as time goes by. I should be free of the clots in my lungs around mid August and the one in my leg around October. In the meantime I will be hobbling around, out of breath, taking blood thinners, and getting bruised at the slightest bump like all those 80 year olds that were on the videos they made me watch about blood clots at the hospital!
Astrid is CRAWLING!!!
Monday, 15 Jun 2009 at 8:21 pm | Posted in Uncategorized | 2 CommentsTags: astrid
Astrid learned to crawl this past Saturday!!! Here’s a couple of videos for those of you not on Facebook.
The glue solution
Sunday, 7 Jun 2009 at 7:48 am | Posted in Uncategorized | Leave a commentTags: home improvement, projects
Read online for some options…wanted to avoid using chemicals. Turns out boiling water works pretty good. So will just have to take it one spot at a time.
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